Chapter – 01
A World That Doesn’t Go As Wished
“Hikari, come here!”
“Uah!”
It’s been nine months since I was reborn.
I, who was given the name Hikariā
“Kyah, ah!”
“Amazing, Hikari! You did it, you crawled so well!”
I’ve finally learned to crawl.
—
Not long ago, I was walking firmly on the ground without hesitation, but now I can’t even move properly without desperately flailing my limbs.
“Nmah!”
More importantly, I can’t even speak properly.
What the hell is “Nmah!” anyway?! I’m not a babyā!
Well, I *am* a baby right now, but still!
“Fah!”
“Hm? What’s wrong, Hikari! Are you hungry?”
I desperately try to communicate using words I can’t speak and limbs I can barely move, but nothing goes right.
With a baby’s brain, I can’t keep up with what I want to convey.
*(Damn it, this is so frustrating…)*
Not being able to convey what I want to sayāit’s this painful, huh.
—
For the record, Iāa sixteen-year-old from my past lifeāam currently desperately trying to communicate that I’ve wet myself.
*(Why… why did it turn out like this…)*
As I thought that, tears started flowing naturally.
And thenā
“WAAAAH! WEEEEH!”
Despite my will, loud cries and tears burst out.
“You wet yourself, didn’t you! Sorry, Shal, could you bring a fresh diaper?”
“Milady, changing diapers is my job as a maidā”
“It’s fine, I want to do it? Or do you want to do it together, Shal?”
“Understood. Let’s do it together.”
Since I’m crying loudly, I can’t grasp the situation at all, but it seems Mother and the maid are going to change my diaper.
Pathetically sad…
As I sank into the depths of my heart like that, the maid brought the diaper.
“Is this your first time, Milady?”
“Yes, I’ve always watched you do it, Shal, but this is my first time actually doing it?”
“Then, let’s take it slow.”
While Mother and the maid were changing my diaper, let me introduce the maid.
—
The maid’s name is Shal.
An incredible maid who has supported my current mother since she was a child.
And she’s a married woman with children.
People say “The Countess and her Maid,” but honestly, calling them twins would be more accurate.
For the record, Mother sometimes hides her status and chats with Shal as equals, without regard for their positions.
—
While I was making that introduction, they seemed to have finished changing my diaper, and there was Mother, smiling gently and saying, “Thank you, Shal?”
“Aah, nmah!”
“Milady, it seems Lady Hikari wants to be held.”
“Oh my, what a clingy little one?”
At any rate, I desperately tried to say thank you, but I wonder if it actually got through…
—
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“…”
Once I’d calmed down a bit, Mother and Shal were having tea together in the same room.
A lady and her maid having tea together.
Normally, that would seem like an unlikely scene, but since it’s been like this ever since I was born, I no longer find it strange.
*(Finally, I have some time to think alone. Let’s organize the current situation.)*
Pretending to sleep with breathing noises, I turn my relatively clear head.
– Having special powers, and my very existence alone can shake the country.
– Joining a hero’s party to provide support, but being thought of as useless.
– Being branded as incompetent by my parents and going on a rampage in a frontier region.
*(…Sigh)*
Out of everything I wished for from the goddess at first, almost none of it has been granted, as far as I can tell.
Since my current gender is female, this is probably the world of a noble lady’s story, butā
*(I seriously never read those… I have no idea how to proceed…)*
Because I’ve always only read light novels with male protagonists going on rampages, I have absolutely zero knowledge of the villainess noble lady genre.
*(What should I do…)*
A world with no guideposts whatsoever.
The more I think, the more tangled it becomes, and before I knew it, Iā
“Zzz… Zzz…”
Had fallen asleep, breathing softly.
A baby’s body has no stamina, huh!
